i always overestimate my friendship with ppl
Must stop spending so much money of cigarettes/alcohol/food so I can actually afford to get my stomach finished off..
i always think “if people want to talk to me they will” which is my reasoning for never really starting conversations so i’m permanently thinking no one wants to talk but what if they’re sat there thinking the same and it’s just this cycle of silence that never gets broken because i’m too stubborn to just put myself out there
i really hate it when people threat me worse than dog shit and they’re my friends friends and even my friends see that and yet do nothing but say ‘wow they really threated you like shit why have they done that’ like SORRY but you’re here to defend me or least i thought so???
remember when the world ended last year
all in one stage, one after another
oh my god we are going to die
can’t wait for it
